Really wishing I had more to update everyone on. We still sit here awaiting our next "A" (as in approval). If all my children weren't name with "A's" I would totally despise that letter. We have only two "A's" left...TA and CA, and if China would pretty please send that this week, I would be so grateful.
For some reason, I don't think they are listening to me.....
Jay and I just got back from one big trip and now I'm ready for the next one!! Emotionally, I've done remarkablly better than the last adoption. Until this point. My arms just physically ache to hold my little boy, and my heart is just so ready to know he is safe and loved and HOME.
I'm not gonna lie, this part really really stinks.
Consulate appointments are filling up fast for December. There is a slight and I mean, slight chance we may not even leave until the end of Dec/first of Jan if this TA doesn't come ASAP. And ya'll, if I'm not with him on Jan 2, (his birthday) you may want to send a few people to come pick me up off the floor. I'm not kidding. Someone now organize a prayer vigil if we're still here on that day because I just don't know if I can take missing his birthday. Especially since we were told, "you'll be home for Christmas!" *sigh*
So that's where we're at....waiting. Raising money. Honestly we don't have the money to go this week even if they told us we could leave Friday. But it will come. In His time. Not too soon and never late. I believe that with every cell in my body.
Even when it hurts.